Watercolor Explorations

Since my initial experimentations with salt and watercolor, I’ve spent hours watching tutorial videos on different techniques and materials one can use with watercolors, and I’ve gone to art supply and hardware stores multiple times in the last five days (and I don’t like running errands, folks). It’s been a bit of an obsessed week, with some very mixed results and a lot of learning. So, below are some of the more palatable experiments.

My boyfriend’s mother, BJ, was nice enough to bestow upon me some coldpress watercolor paper, which has a much greater texture than the cheapo paper I bought before, so that was a new factor as well.

Techniques used below: masking fluid, drops of alcohol, and blooming (dipping a paint laden brush onto a wet wash).
I learned here that using alcohol with a super wet wash can lead to dirty looking spots, so beware:

The results of some new watercolor techniques I tried this month.

On this experiment I tried using bleach for the first time (add five drops of bleach into a cup of water, mix, then wash your paper and add paint). The video I saw on using bleach showed it creating these very cool spidery blossoms, but I did NOT have success in recreating that look below. I think it may have been that the coldpress paper’s texture inhibited the flow of water and pigment. Also could have been the amount of bleach. Also, some artists say don’t use bleach because it could led to early deterioration of the paper (definitely not worried about that on the painting below), so something to keep in mind:

The results of some new watercolor techniques I tried this month.

Below I used epsom salts to see if they react differently than the larger grained sea salts I used before (couldn’t really tell from this painting). Also used a bit of natural sponge, painting directly onto it and then stamping the paint over the dried background. I dig it:
The results of some new watercolor techniques I tried this month.

I tried scratching into the paper on the experiment below, using the incredible nib and a needle. On the right side I also tried dropping some paint and then blowing it with a straw to create the tree shape. Love it:

The results of some new watercolor techniques I tried this month.

 

Now we switch into the land of hotpress paper. This is the first time I’ve used hotpress and it’s the extreme opposite of the heavy textured paper above, as it has absolutely no texture at all. I also used bleach washes on all four of the following paintings, trying to figure out how to get that awesome spidery effect (still not sure I got it 100%).

Below, in addition to bleach blossoming I also did some alcohol drops:

The results of some new watercolor techniques I tried this month.

Scattered epsom salts everywhere but the middle:

The results of some new watercolor techniques I tried this month.

Epsom salts and blooming #2:

The results of some new watercolor techniques I tried this month.

On the two paintings above the epsom salts created very strong and shiny crystal patterns, which I tried to show a close up of below. Not sure if this was a combination of the bleach with the salts or just the epsom salts themselves or if this is a good thing to do to paper:

The results of some new watercolor techniques I tried this month.

Here I sprinkled baking soda and also played around with the straw technique (which doesn’t work well on a wet wash, as the paint just diffuses):

The results of some new watercolor techniques I tried this month.

Big take away lessons: paper texture MATTERS, and if you use a heavily textured paper certain techniques can be inhibited or less vibrant. No texture on your paper and water spreads like crazy and I also saw a lot more graininess, but that could be because of the bleach (further experiments needed!). Also, seemingly simple techniques seen on a youtube video are not necessarily easily replicated.

Too Much Information: I cut the skin under my nail while removing some tape from the edge of my painting, so I literally BLED for my art this week. We’re hardcore around here…

Old-Timey Dresses I

I am obsessed with old-timey things.[1] When I was a kid I would draw dresses all of the time. I was obsessed with fashion and fashion history.[2] Now, instead of drawing dresses, I watch very opulent period pieces and read historical romance novels.[3] However, this week I have returned to my childhood pastime. Here is the result!

I have definitely been feeling the whole Marie Antoinette vibe lately so I started with a shape that would have been popular during that time period (1700s). I did a basic outline and then layered on colors from there. I used white to blend. I got paranoid about blending with my fingers since I wasn’t really sure how toxic oil pastels are. Cautious blending aside, I still ended up touching them. Pray for my health, y’all.

During my old-timey dress-drawing extravaganza I made split second decisions and then just went with it. I didn’t agonize over my lines, shapes, or colors. I just drew, colored, and blended. If I messed up, I got over it and kept going. And it was FUN. I HAD FUN! DRAWING! WITH POTENTIALLY HAZARDOUS MATERIALS! YAY ART!

This will be the first in a series of dresses. To prepare yourself for the magic of my 2D dresses, find and read this book. It is heartwarming AF.

 

[1] Please do not get it twisted. I am fully aware that the past was full of oppression, an extreme lack of hygiene, and terrible people. The time periods I love (read: all of them) would be an awful time for me to have actually been alive unless I was ballin’ out of control, and white, and a man, with a bunch of land to be worked by brown people or very poor white people. For free.
[2] I love pretty dresses! Yes, I know the undergarments were ridiculous and a health hazard. BUT THE DRESSES WERE SO PRETTY! Can I live?
[3] Spare me any drama regarding my reading choices.

Keys To Drawing Project: Eyes

This is the second post in my journey through Bert Dodson’s Keys to Drawing.
Find the first project here.

 

This week I undertook Dodson’s Project 1-D–Eyes: drawing my own eyes using a mirror. The lead up to this exercise was a riff on the necessity to draw exactly what we see, not what we think something should look like:

“As you draw, you will often encounter conflicts between what you see and what you know… We should draw, for the time being at least, as if we know nothing, and were obedient only to what our eye tells us to draw. This is the key to natural, life-like drawing.” Dodson

In the past, I always sought to make my drawings look “right,” which meant following some memorized idea of what the subject is supposed to look like. No wonder they came off cartoony. So, for this exercise on drawing eyes I drew my own eyes first from memory and then using a mirror in an effort to see what is lost when I let my mind lead the drawing:

Keys to Drawing Project, Eyes

Now, what the mirror showed me:

Keys to Drawing Project, Eyes

I also drew my cat’s eyes, because CATS!!! And PRACTICE!!! Again, I tried drawing first from memory and then from real life.

Keys to Drawing Project, Eyes

Keys to Drawing Project, Eyes

Keys to Drawing Project, Eyes

Lastly, I drew Brian’s eyes as he watched poker, with my face awkwardly close to his and my intense stare no doubt creepy (he’s a good sport). It was actually this drawing where I felt the greatest tug between wanting to draw what I think looks right versus the reality. He was sitting with a window near his right eye, and the glare made a weird glaze over that eye. I dutifully drew it even though to me it looked strange.

Keys to Drawing Project, Eyes

So, Dodson prevails: memory is no substitute for the eyes when it comes to drawing. Even if something looks strange, it’s infinitely more interesting and authentic than the generic imagery of memory.

Courting Creativity II PLUS Action Steps!

I have hit a wall, y’all. I am now in the place that Jessie so beautifully described here. My struggle with creativity for the past couple weeks has been primarily work related. A crazy work schedule combined with a general lack of inspiration/motivation results in nothing to share that I am excited about. Bleh. My creative dreams have been summarily pushed to the wayside. All I have to show are some selfies. Not even cute ones. Here they are. Layered on top of each other. Using the Afterlight app.

 

So, here are my ACTION STEPS.

  • Take pictures 3x per week. With my camera. Using film. Keeping track of the settings used on my camera.
  • Take pictures everyday. With my phone.
  • Draw, paint, frolic, color, dance, dabble! Every day!
  • CREATE!

Salt + Watercolor

After my last watercolor project fiasco, I vowed to return to this medium with a lighter heart and more exploratory aspirations. I have to remind myself again and again that it’s the act of creating that’s key, not the end result. So, this week, I played around with a new watercolor technique: SALT!

Adding salt to a wet wash (there was more water on the upper left than the right, so both styles are shown):

Experiments in using salt with watercolor

The dried results:

Experiments in using salt with watercolor

I do not exaggerate when I say salt + watercolor = MAGIC! You put down a wash of paint, sprinkle some salt, and amazing shapes emerge with no ability to predict or control on your part. I did notice a few trends, mainly more water and paint means a much bigger effect by the salt, less water and paint and the grains mostly just cause whiteness where the crystals lay.

I placed salt on the upper left corner, baking soda on the upper right, cheesecloth on the lower left, and masking fluid on the lower right:

Experiments in using salt with watercolor

The dried results:

Experiments in using salt with watercolor

The baking soda creates a misty, diffused look and applying drops of isopropyl alcohol makes beautiful bleached spots. I did a very brief, tragic dabble into using vinegar and baking powder, which ended in a messy mush of vinegar smells. Not a win.

My last experiment with salt for this week began with an Initial wash of paynes grey, heavy wetness on the paper:

Experiments in using salt with watercolor

Second wash of blue indanthrene, more salt added, baking soda used on the upper and lower left, and drops of alcohol placed on the upper right (note the mop brush I used for all washes and the fine point round for dripping alcohol):

Experiments in using salt with watercolor

Dried results and I’m amazed by the textures and shapes created:

Experiments in using salt with watercolor

This series of experiments was a joy, and the painting above is my favorite thing I’ve created with watercolors so far. I’ll definitely be using these techniques to create wonderfully interesting backgrounds and textures in the future. And wow, I actually just saw an image in the painting above that I never even noticed while painting it! Salt for the win!

 

Nerves

One of my resolutions this year was to have 6 piano performances. I am trying to reduce my stage fright levels. You see, what often happens to me when I sit down to play for people, ANY PEOPLE (seriously, I get nervous even when I play for my mom . . . MY MOM), I get in this very self-destructive headspace. I just assume that I am going to mess up whatever I am playing. I stop trusting myself. I get sweaty, I get tense, my hands shake (this makes playing the piano super easy and fun), and my mind goes blank. Not good.

I put enormous pressure on myself when I am performing, which makes it way less fun than it could be (see above). I get perfectionist crazy brain and one mistake can be enough for me to write off my whole performance. To be clear, this is not how I respond to other’s performances AT ALL.

Now, I could avoid this whole situation by never performing for anyone. However, that would suck too. Although I get a lot of personal satisfaction and joy from playing the piano, I feel like music must be played for others for it to be truly experienced and appreciated. I mean, my greatest piano daydream is people gathered around singing Christmas carols while I play the accompaniment (perfectly of course! . . . kidding . . . kind of). Community! Shared joy! Christmas!

So far, I have played for others on three occasions. Performing more has definitely helped me to chill out a bit. However, I have a long way to go before completely breaking my weird perfectionist stress cycle. Regular nervousness is fine, what I’ve got going is enough to make me hate the piano. And I don’t want to hate the piano. I love the piano! I love playing and listening! I want to share my music with the world (or you know, the parents and children at my music school’s recitals)! Basically, I am trying to figure out how to be a chill perfectionist so I can fulfill my piano dreams and keep my sanity.

 

Sketchbook Update: August

With the exception of a few lapses, I’ve dutifully been drawing in my sketchbook everyday this month. Granted, it wasn’t an overwhelming body of work, but it was a good start and I’m noticing small changes in my drawing style and habits. Here’s some of what I’ve done this month, ordered oldest to most recent:

Sketches for the month of August

Sketches for the month of August

The struggle to keep my eyes on the subject I’m drawing rather than my paper has eased up, and I’m actually more uncomfortable now if my eyes stay on my paper too long, like I’m missing out on vital details of my subject by drawing without seeing it (which, of course, I am).

Sketches for the month of August

My eyes and hand are still struggling to communicate with one another clearly, and I’m still too careful with my lines, always trying to avoid messiness. I’m trying to get better at just drawing right over what I’ve done before if it isn’t the right shape.

Sketches for the month of August

I’m becoming less judgmental of my sketchings, noting less whether I like what I’ve drawn and more whether I was able to capture any of what I was seeing. Ordinary things that before I’d have no interest in drawing (toes, coffee cups, shoes, candles) have suddenly become subjects that are interesting and complex beyond my ability to accurately sketch them. I’ve been humbled by my own beeswax candle, by my own fingers!

Sketches for the month of August

Brian and my cat Ronin are my favorite subjects and you’ll probably be seeing hundreds of attempts at sketching their portraits over the months to come (poor Brian almost always ends up looking like a caveman at my current skill level, and his crazy long hair doesn’t help).

Sketches for the month of August

I also recently began an exercise Claire told me about, where you draw the same object 100 times. On a walk I’d picked up an acorn and spontaneously chose that as my “100” subject. After only 5 drawings, tragedy struck (with a “CRUNCH”) when Brian stepped on my precious acorn that I’d abandoned on my porch after drawing it the day before. I was legitimately upset (you get attached to the subjects you draw!!!) and I needed a new acorn. Unfortunately, acorns apparently have a very limited season of wholeness upon the ground before feet and squirrels do them in, but Brian saved the day and managed to find one last whole and perfect acorn!

Below is all that remains of my doomed Acorn #1:

Sketches for the month of August

So, keep an eye out in the future for an exciting blog post featuring many, many drawings of ACORN #2!

 

Progress Report: A Little Flower

Earlier this month I documented the beginning of my journey with this song (hear where it all began). I have since learned how to play the whole thing. Go me!

Here it is!

I am still working on making it more dynamic and expressive. I’m also still trying to wrap my head around how the tone of the piece changes. I want it to be a little more convincing. However, in spite of the improvements I still want to make, I am happy about the progress I have made!

What I Imagined Vs. the Harsh Reality

I had a vision in my mind: An image that captured another side of the dastardly mosquito, one that would momentarily pause our knee-jerk-slap-it-dead-reaction. See, I planned to write a post for my other blog about male mosquitoes and the surprising fact of what they eat: namely, not us. They are nectar-sippers, supping upon flowers for their meals. Only female mosquitoes suck our blood and only because they need the protein to feed their fertilized eggs. Yes, that means every time you kill a mosquito seeking to dine on your blood, you’ve killed a pregnant mother (you monster!).

I wanted to create a painting, utilizing my hopefully improving drawing skills and my hopefully improving watercolor skills, to show what a male mosquito looks like (easiest way to tell is their feathery antenna). In my head it was LOVELY, the mosquito vindicated and exalted!!! How it turned out… well that threw me into a severe bout of “being deep in my feelings” (as Claire would put it). DEEP. IN. THEM. All because I’m not already amazing at an art form that I’ve just taken up. Here’s how to went down:

I began by sketching my mosquito and then covering it in masking fluid, and I was pretty optimistic at this early stage:

Male Mosquito Sketch

I planned to paint a flower behind the mosquito to show its dinner of choice, but realized I’d never painted a flower (optimism wavering):

Male Mosquito Watercolor 1

My flower fully painted, I was ready to take off the masking fluid and paint the mosquito (optimism hanging on a prayer):

Male Mosquito Watercolor 2

Final version, and I hate painting and drawing and don’t know why I do this to myself.

IMG_0545Male Mosquito Watercolor 3

The size of the mosquito was too big for the flower. The flower looked terrible. The mosquito looked terrible. I hated it for not matching my holy internal image. I pouted and raged. And then I numbed myself by mindlessly scrolling through facebook (which I only seem to do when I feel upset, and which generally only makes me feel worse), until a post about a watercolor tutorial by artist Kelly McKernan caught my eye and I felt like grabbing that lifeline.

And the tutorial has helped. It’s given me some great new technique ideas and a better understanding of why I’m struggling (cheap paper, not using enough pigment, too little or too much water, shaky hands, still trying to control the watercolor rather than seeing it as an endless experiment, and so on). Once again, I’ve become too focused on the end result, and not enough on the process itself, on developing and exploring. I’ve sucked the fun right out by putting expectations and pressure on the creative process. So, back to the drawing board!

The Great American Eclipse

In case you somehow missed it, there was a total solar eclipse on Monday. Because we have been inundated with news of this eclipse for weeks now, I will spare you the explanation of why this was kind of a big deal. But, just so we’re clear, this eclipse was one of the most beautiful, breathtaking, magical, astonishing, wondrous, magnificent, and incredible events I have ever witnessed. Essentially, the GREAT AMERICAN ECLIPSE was totally worth the hype AND the hours spent in traffic.

To document this experience I drew each phase of the eclipse and marked the time. The whole eclipse experience took a bit over two hours. Out of necessity, most of the drawings were either blind or quasi-blind. For each drawing I used some combination of charcoal, eraser, a white pencil, and my fingers.

Some definite highlights were:

  • 11:38 – It became very clear that total eclipse was imminent. The temperature had dropped, it grew darker, and a dog started freaking TF out. Though there is pretty much only anecdotal evidence about how eclipses affect animals, I chose to take the dog’s excessive barking as A SIGN.
  • 11:49 – TOTAL ECLIPSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • 1:14 – The sun remembered who TF she is (i.e. the eclipse was over).

A particularly magical moment that I couldn’t document in my drawings was the “diamond ring.” After total eclipse, as the moon starts to move on, the piece of the sun that becomes visible emerges in a brilliant flash of light and it sparkles like a diamond ring. In that moment I began to understand on a soul level why people become eclipse chasers.

Drawing this experience made me realize anew how art is a way to remember. It provides a record for us of people, experiences, places, ideas, and cultures. However simple my drawings are, when I look at them again I will remember what happened and how I felt about it. These drawings are an extension of me in those moments. In the face of a universe so awe-inspiring, I created something.

 

 

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